Jo Amarelo

Law student. Heavy into healthy life, music & old school stuff.

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I’m 16. since I was 13, I started self-mutilation. I was too young to understand what was happening around me. I did not know I was starting to deal with depression and disorders. When I was 15 I knew I was never a normal girl. I met the first girl I loved and the girl “save” me. She was awesome. We started dating. But we broke up and I was never the same. I started with an eating disorder and my depression came with such force. I was sleeping 20/day. She never loved me the way I loved her … I started drinking heavily, doing stupid things to get away from my own darkness, my own mind. And then I tried to kill myself four times in two months, I did not eat anything, so I think it would be easy. My parents do not care and they do not know. I was cutting me 8 times in a day. My legs have so many scars I’m ashamed to put a bikini. I think for me 1 month ago and see how much I improved. It is not easy. I can not tell you that I did not harm me, or tell you that I do not starve myself, I can not tell you that I have not skipped a meal, or do I not bleed me. But I can tell you that I feel stronger than ever. I feel so strong now, you know? as I am a warrior and feeling like I could do anything I want. I’m stronger than I’ve ever been. I do not want to feel sad again. Wake up in your own feelings of sadness is amazing. I tattooed “warrior” to remind me all the time that I won my own battles. I did not win the war, but I won so many battles. Nothing is impossible now. Life is amazing!

countingtears:

I’ve been in much worse :) on We Heart It.

love-cures:

You are stronger than you think.

Irma.

“I’ve spent most of my life and most of my friendships holding my breath and hoping that when people get close enough they won’t leave, and fearing that it’s a matter of time before they figure me out and go.” ― Shauna Niequist, Bittersweet: Thoughts on Change, Grace, and Learning the Hard Way
“Anxiety’s like a rocking chair. It gives you something to do, but it doesn’t get you very far.” ― Jodi Picoult, Sing You Home
“If you want to conquer the anxiety of life, live in the moment, live in the breath.” ― Amit Ray, Om Chanting and Meditation

“I’ve spent most of my life and most of my friendships holding my breath and hoping that when people get close enough they won’t leave, and fearing that it’s a matter of time before they figure me out and go.” 
― Shauna NiequistBittersweet: Thoughts on Change, Grace, and Learning the Hard Way

“Anxiety’s like a rocking chair. It gives you something to do, but it doesn’t get you very far.” 
― Jodi PicoultSing You Home

“If you want to conquer the anxiety of life, live in the moment, live in the breath.” 
― Amit RayOm Chanting and Meditation

I’m learning to love myself again

I’m learning to love myself again

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You can only change yourself!
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